it all started on November 1st. the urge to recreate myself again. the new moon, the birthday month, the perfect alignment of intention and circumstance.

so here I am. a victim of archetype and cosmic alignment? a restless personality ever seeking change? rather, an awareness of a nexus, the meeting point of Conscious Choice and Divine Will.

it is moments like these which illuminate the paradox of free will and predestination. I find myself gazing, It Is All Just Happening Right There In Front Of My Eyes. nobody is doing it, yet it is being done. I sink deeper into the comfort of my own Self, simply allowing, following the path of least resistance.

everything I have wished for is happening. it was already happening before I admitted to my desires. watching the Divine at work is akin to watching the most fascinating play.

I am in awe of what I see.

it’s just Love.