i will take it upon myself

to create

no longer victim to the chaos of the mind

i can be her friend, confidante, but from now, i will remember

she is the orchestra, and i am the conductor

i will no longer allow her to play the strings of my emotions untethered

from creative direction, consent, choice

we will create paradise together

as we accept we already live within a field of bliss and joy

i will allow pleasure to permeate my whole being

loosen the restrictions

loosen the bondage

let go, release, allow the natural state of being to enlighten

there will be laughter and paradox

amidst a conscious and deliberate becoming